Within the last few years, Rydah J. Klyde has been no stranger to violence and death. For the first time since the murder of his friend and fellow rap group member bay area legend "The Jacka", Rydah speaks out publicly about his untimenly passing as well as his other former labelmates Johnny Cash, Freako, and Mac Dre. Everyday he wonders why is he still here? Rydah J. Klyde really lets you see the pain he's been dealing with every day without his loved ones on this one. Must listen.